martes, 25 de agosto de 2009

The smell of your skin lingers on me now...♥


Everything started with a kiss, and ended with a kiss.You hold me like you'll never let me go, but we both know this is a goodbye, we can't pretend this can work out because we know it can't, we are miles appart.

I told you i was tired of hiding,I told you I was tired of being used, used by you, i told you i didn't want to be your friend with benefits, not anymore.Being your summer romance was beautiful and nice,but when summer ends it's me who's feeling down,when summer ends it's me who's counting down the days to be with you again.You told me you've never used me,just scared of being commited to somebody,and well..i have you say i trust you, because im also scared...scared of being blind, blinded by you.We didn't need a word, you knew you just had to kiss me to have me,it's amazing how you exactly know what i want, how you know im yours, and i will always be.The nights spent with you weren't enough, not enough to tell you the way i feel, not enough to tell you all the things i wanted to say, not enough to kiss you all the times i wanted to.This is the last night, we all go out for dinner, you look at me secretly, nobody else knows about you and me, i find your eyes we cross sights,we share smiles, you say things that anybody else but me can understand, we get into the bar, we order different things just to have an excuse to share our glass with each other, you look at me and start saying jokes just to make me laugh and i laughed so hard i cried. We get into the campsite, just near to the roundabout where we first kissed, you tell me: "Ágata,you look beautifull tonight" i cant even say a word, just smile and look you directly to your eyes, i sat next to you and you hold my hand, there's no need to say a word, we both know enough.The time goes by, we know its not gonna stop, the end is almost here,i start crying, you tell me: "Smile babe, i want to see the shine in your eyes for the last time" but every word you say makes me cry even harder, you hold me and kiss me and the last thing you said was: I love you, this is not a goodbye this is a see you later"


Everything started and ended with a kiss...

sábado, 8 de agosto de 2009

¿Que nos hace humanos? La posibilidad de realizar un sueño.


Una vez Eleanor Roosevelt dijo: "Nobody can make you feel inferior without your consent." lo que traducido al español vendría a ser: "Nadie puede hacerte sentir inferior sin tu consentimiento".

Hemos nacido para hacer algo, no estamos aquí por casualidad, cada segundo de nuestras vidas cuenta, cada acción, cada palabra, incluso el ruido de nuestra respiración significa algo.
Ahora mismo hay 6.751.643.600 personas en el mundo, algunas están corriendo asustadas, otras vuelven o se van de su casa o de su ciudad, otras mienten para conseguir pasar el dia a dia, mientras que otras encaran a la verdad. Seis billones de personas en el mundo, seis billones de almas que estan aquí por algun motivo, aunque solo sea hacer feliz a otra persona de esas 6.751.643.600.
Con todo esto quiero decir, que no importa si al final del día no cumples las expectativas de los demás, no importa si no lográs lo que los demás esperaban que lograrás, da igual si te dicen que eres un perdedor, que te juzguen, que piensen que eres peor o inferior porque no has conseguido llegar a dónde los demás han llegado, porque de 6.751.643.600 personas tú tienes un destino, sueños por cumplir, un sitio al que llegar, y no importa cuanto tardes en llegar a él, porque nadie puede quitarte el puesto que tú y solo tú debes ocupar en este mundo. No estamos predestinados ha hacer lo que la mayoria hace, porque en el momento que empezamos ha hacer las cosas porque los demás te dicen que es lo que se debe hacer, perdemos la individualidad que nos hace especiales en este inmenso lugar que es el mundo.
Así que pase lo que pase, sean cuales sean tus sueños, metas o inquietudes, nunca, nunca te rindas, porque nadie puede quitarte lo que te ha sido asignado, aunque seamos nosotros mismos los que nos asignamos esos retos, nadie absolutamente nadie puede decirte que no eres capaz de alcanzar tus objetivos.

Cree en ti mismo y en tus capacidades, porque si no lo haces tu, quien lo hará?

sábado, 1 de agosto de 2009

Trust yourself. You know more than you think you do.





Have you ever felt so lost that you had to come back where you where coming from step by step?
I've had, and sometimes iI feel like I am getting lost again.
There are days that I wake up and as the time goes by, I feel like I am losing something and that
feeling seems to start over and over again everyday.
I always had to be at the top of all the expectations that everyone had made for me, and each time
I failed, I felt like my world was crashing down and all I could do was smile and say: "hey don't worry I'll beat it the next time",while I was tearing myself for not being good enough, blaming myself for not being able to get my goal and knowing the others were going to judge me for being a loser.
Now that I am what everyone calls an adult, the only one I'm afraid of dissapoint it's me, because I know I can be my worst enemy and my hardest boss.
I would lie if I say that I don't care about what they say, because everybody cares about what the other people think, it is something we learn since we are kiddos and we keep until we die.
Even when we are dying we are worried about the people who could be thinking: What you could have been in the past if you had chosen another way or decision and who you really are at the present moment.
But now I'm done with this, I'll stop worrying about what the general people think, and just try to become who I decide to be, because at the end of it all, I am the only one who's going to live my life, and I am going to live it the way I want.